The Witch’s Heart – Genevieve Gornichec

Long ago, when the gods were young and Asgard was new, there came a witch from the edge of the worlds. She knew many ancient spells, but she was especially skilled with seid, a magic that allowed one to travel out of body and divine the future. This greatly appealed to Odin, the highest of the Aesir; when he learned of her abilities, he offered to impart upon the witch his knowledge of the runes in exchange for teaching him seid. She was uncertain at first. She’d heard enough about Odin to make her hesitate. But she knew he did not share his secrets lightly, which meant her knowledge of seid must be of great value to him indeed. So she swallowed her suspicions about this grim one-eyed god and accepted his offer. As they practiced seid together, the witch found herself drawn farther down than she’d ever traveled before, where she brushed against a place darker than the beginning of time itself. This place frightened her, and the secrets contained there were great and terrible, so she did not dare go deeper—much to Odin’s displeasure, for the knowledge he sought above all else was hidden there, and it seemed to him that only she could reach it. The witch was also teaching her magic to the Aesir’s rivals, the Vanir, a sister race of gods whose home she had passed through on her way to Asgard. The Vanir could think of naught but gold with which to reward the witch for her services, though she cared little enough for it. But when Odin realized she was traveling between Asgard and Vanaheim, he saw an opportunity. He turned the Aesir against the witch and called her Gullveig, “gold-lust.” They drove spears through her and burned her three times, and three times she was reborn—for she was very old, very hard to kill, and far more than she appeared. Each time she burned, Odin tried to force her down to the dark place to learn what he wanted to know, and each time she resisted.

And when the Vanir heard of the Aesir’s treatment of her, they became furious, and thus was the first war in the cosmos declared. The third time she was reborn, Gullveig fled, though she left something behind: her speared heart, still smoking on the pyre. That was where he found it. Some time later, he tracked her to the deepest, darkest forest at the farthest edge of Jotunheim: the land of the giants, the Aesir’s bitter enemies. This forest was called Ironwood, where the gnarled gray trees were so thick that there was no real path through them, and so tall that they blocked out the sun. He did not have to venture into those woods, though, for by the bank of the river that divided Ironwood from the rest of Jotunheim he found the witch, staring across the water at the dense forest and mountains beyond. She sat upon a rough woolen blanket with a thick cloak about her shoulders and a hood pulled over her head. The sun was shining, but she sat in the shade, hands folded in her lap, leaning against a tree trunk. He watched her for a time, shifting from foot to foot, scratching his nose, listening to the quaint gurgling of the river and the whistling of songbirds. Then he sauntered up to her, his hands clasped behind his back.

He could see only the bottom half of her face, but her skin looked pink—tender, healing, new. When he got closer, he noticed the skin of her hands was the same. She seemed to be resting peacefully. Part of him didn’t want to disturb her. Then again, he’d always found the idea of peace to be quite boring. “How long are you going to stand there?” she rasped. She sounded like she hadn’t had anything to drink in an age and a half. He figured that breathing in the smoke from one’s own pyre three times would have that effect on a person. “You’re a difficult woman to find,” he replied. Truth be told, he wasn’t sure how to proceed.

He’d come to return what she’d left in Odin’s hall—and for something more, though he didn’t know exactly what. Something had drawn him to Ironwood that day with her heart tucked into his haversack. And he had a feeling that whatever was pulling him down this path was important, was special, was interesting, for he was so very easily bored. And now here he was, enticed by the possibility of some excitement and hoping the witch would not disappoint. • • • SHE didn’t reply at first, opting instead to study the strange man who’d approached her. The sun was shining behind him, so she couldn’t quite make out his features—just a deep green traveling cloak and hood, brown pants, brown leather shoes, and the silhouette of wild hair. “I really admire your work,” he said conversationally. “You know—sowing chaos wherever you go. Making mighty beings fight over your talents. It’s impressive, really.

” A moment passed before she said, “That was not my intention.” “What was it, then?” She did not reply. “Well, if you’re planning on doing it again,” he said, “I would love to watch and possibly participate, so long as I don’t get caught. But I’ll let you know up front that I shall not, under any circumstances, make you a promise I can’t talk my way out of. I’m not usually this straightforward about it, so consider yourself lucky. I’m letting you know as a friend.” “A friend?” The word was foreign to her. “Yes. I’ve decided it just now.” He cocked his head.

“Am I your first friend? What an achievement for you.” She ignored the question. “Seems a rather one-sided decision on your part.” “Well, I see you’re not exactly surrounded by admirers.” He studied her. “You seem to me to be nothing more than a harmless witch from the backwoods—I haven’t heard anyone talk like you for a very long time. I’m surprised the Aesir could even understand your accent. Who are you? Where do you come from?” “I don’t know,” she said after a moment. She inclined her head such that she could see him, but he couldn’t quite see her. “I could ask you the same question about yourself, and you probably wouldn’t know the answer, either.

” “Oh yes?” He settled down on his haunches and peered at her. She could see now that he had a pale, angular face, a sharp, slightly upturned nose that gave him an impish look, and shoulder-length dark blond hair that fell somewhere between wavy and curly. His eyes were grass green; his smile was mischievous. The witch nodded once in reply. His smile faltered a bit. “And how could you possibly know that?” “I know things,” she said. “You may have heard.” “I may have heard that your knowing of things was what got you stabbed and lit on fire, multiple times. Perhaps from now on you should just play dumb.” “Well, that’s no fun,” she said, only half joking, her hand moving instinctively to the vertical slash between her breasts—the place where they’d stabbed out her heart.

“That’s the spirit!” He laughed as he rummaged around in his bag. After a moment he pulled out a wad of cloth and held it out to her. She took it—and started when she felt the bundle pulsing rhythmically in her hands. “Your heart,” he explained. “I was going to eat it, for some reason, but I decided that maybe you should have it back.” “Eat it?” she asked, making a face. “Why?” He shrugged. “I don’t know. To see what would happen.” “You would’ve eaten the heart of a witch, and that cannot be good for your wellbeing,” she said dryly; she frowned as she unwrapped it.

“It seems to have healed quite a bit from the fire. But . ” “But there’s still a hole in it,” he finished for her. “You got stabbed. Perhaps it shall heal completely if you put it back where it belongs. Do it now—I won’t look.” “It can wait.” She replaced the cloth and looked at him. “Thank you.” “You’re welcome.

” He sat down now, stretched one leg out, and propped his elbow up on the other knee. “So, I take it you’re not going by Gullveig anymore. What do they call you now?” “I’m not sure.” She looked at him sideways as he plucked a long piece of grass out of the ground, put it in his mouth, and let it dangle lazily there, and she noticed the splash of freckles across his nose and cheeks, and how the sun behind him turned the outline of his curls a violent orange. She was still not sure what to make of this man. It was difficult to decide how much she should tell him. “You don’t know your own name?” he asked, raising his eyebrows. She shrugged. “I thought I would like to travel, in which case they would call me something depending on the nature of my wanderings.” She cast a glance across the river at the gray thickets of Ironwood.

“Though I may yet decide to rest here for a time.” “And what will you call yourself, then, if you stay?” She considered this for a moment or two before she said, “Angrboda.” His wrinkled his nose, and the blade of grass drooped. “What? ‘Proclaimer of sorrows’? That’s an odd name. Why would I want to be your friend if that’s all you’re going to do?” “You’re the one who decided we were friends,” she said. “And besides, it’s not you to whom I’ll bring sorrow.” “Are all witches as cryptic as you are?” “I don’t know if I’ve met any other witches, though I think some used to live in these woods, too, long ago.” She looked to the other side of the river again and lowered her voice almost reverently. “They say there was one witch here who bore the wolves that chase the sun and moon, and raised many others still.” “Right.

I heard stories about them, growing up. The Old One and her wolf-children.” “You heard those stories in Asgard?” “Well, I’m not from Asgard. Anyway, everyone knows the stories out here.” “You’re a giant,” she said. It was a guess on her part, but she did not make it sound like a question. “Giant” was a misnomer: a name, not a descriptor, for giants were often no larger than the average person. And while her visitor was certainly dressed like one of the Aesir, sometimes there was no physical way to tell a god from a giant. But this man, traveling alone and undisguised . There was something wild about him, something about his eyes that spoke of deep forests and midsummer nights.

Something untamed, unharnessed. He cannot be a god, can he? He shrugged a shoulder at her deduction. “Sort of. Anyway, it seems rather empty around here now. No wolves . no witch-mother . ” “Indeed.” She looked across the river again, feeling a pang in her empty chest. “But maybe it was me. Maybe I was their mother.

” “You don’t remember, though?” She shook her head. “I don’t.” Silence fell between them, and he shifted. She got the feeling he hated when conversations lulled; he had the air of one who enjoyed hearing his own voice. “Well,” he said at last, “I’ll have you know that I’m going to make it my personal mission to ignore all your depressing prophecies and do whatever I feel like doing.” “You can’t just ignore prophecies.” “You can if you try hard enough.” “I’m not quite sure that’s how it works.” “Hmm.” He put his arms behind his head, leaned against the tree, and said haughtily, “Well, maybe you’re just not as clever as I am.

” She gave him a sidelong look, amused. “What do they call you, then, Sly One?” “I’ll tell you if you show me your face.” “I’ll show you my face if you promise not to recoil in horror.” “I said I’d tell you my name. I can’t promise anything more. But trust me, I have a strong stomach—I was going to eat your heart, after all.” “My heart is not so full of vile things, I promise you.” Nevertheless, she lifted the hood, revealing heavy-lidded blue-green eyes and the brown stubble of her burned hair. These had not been Gullveig’s colors, but Angrboda figured that she should leave that particular name and all its associations behind her and never mention it again. This was a new phase in her existence.

She was going to keep the witchery to herself from now on, thank you very much. No more seid, no more prophecies, no more getting into trouble. She’d already had enough of that for several lifetimes. “And here I thought you were going to be some hideous ogress hiding under there.” He raised his hands and curled them into claws. “Angrboda Troll-woman, so ugly that men flinch away in terror to look upon her face.” She rolled her eyes. “And what’s your name? Or do you intend to break your promise?” “I intend no such thing. I am a man of my word, Angrboda. I’m the blood brother of Odin himself,” he said loftily, and put a hand to his chest.

Ah, there it is, she thought. She did not remember Odin taking a giant for a blood brother when she was in Asgard. But then again, that could have been centuries ago, for all she knew—she remembered very little of her time in Asgard and next to nothing from the time before that. Perhaps her strange visitor just hadn’t been present in the hall where she’d been burned. Or maybe he was and was watching it, rapt. Like all the rest. “And I can’t believe,” he went on, “that you would besmirch my good name by implying that I’m an oath-breaker—” “I would have to know your name in order to besmirch it, would I not?” “You’re besmirching the idea of my good name.” “The idea of your name itself, or the idea that it’s a good name?” He blinked at her and mouthed the word Oh. “I shall make up a name for you if you don’t tell me what it is,” she said. “Ooh, very interesting.

” He wrapped his arms around his knees like an excited child. “What did you have in mind?” “You won’t like it, that’s for sure. I’m going to call you the worst name I can think of, and use my witchy magic to make everyone else call you that, too.” “ ‘Witchy magic’? Oh, I’m so frightened.” “Don’t make me make you eat this,” Angrboda said warningly, holding up her clothwrapped heart. “Hmm, maybe that’s what I should’ve done in the first place.” He sat up straighter and gave her a mock-predatory leer. “Maybe I’ll gain your power. Here, give it back.” She held it away from him when he reached for it and said, in her most ominous voice, “Or maybe something much, much worse will happen.

” “How do you know?” “I don’t. I’m only saying.” “Well then, I suppose I can’t blame you for wanting to hang on to it after what happened.” “I won’t be parting with it anytime soon—that’s for certain.” She put her heart back in her lap and looked down at it. Not ever again. A few moments passed. When she looked up at him again, he was giving her a crooked smile. She returned it hesitantly—she didn’t know what her smile looked like now, if it was grotesque or unbecoming or just frightening. But his smile only widened, betraying none or all of his thoughts.

“My name,” he said, “is Loki Laufeyjarson.” “You use your mother’s name instead of your father’s?” she asked, for Laufey was a woman’s name. “I do. And I honestly can’t believe you don’t know of me, for all the time you spent in Asgard. The gods are so very serious, and it gets quite boring sometimes, so I’m prone to amusing myself to keep things lively—mostly at the expense of others, but that’s neither here nor there. They can’t help that I’m rather the wittiest person around, after all.” “And the most humble, too, no doubt,” Angrboda observed, with straight-faced sincerity. Loki studied her for a moment as if trying to decide whether she was joking. When her expression didn’t change, his wry smile widened into an appreciative grin. “You know, Angrboda,” he said, “I do think we’re going to be the best of friends.

” • • • ANGRBODA made her home on the far eastern side of Ironwood, where the trees clung precariously to the steep mountains bordering Jotunheim. She stumbled upon a clearing near the base of one such mountain, where she found an outcropping of rocks that led into a cave quite large enough for her to stand in. Upon entering, she realized there was a hole carved into the rock above her, under which sat the remains of a hearth. It was all eerily familiar. Like it had been waiting for her. She rebuilt the hearth into a long fire with stones she gathered from the woods. The cave itself was as large as any modest hall in Jotunheim: spacious enough for furniture and with plenty of room for storage near the back, where the ceiling was lower. By day, the inside of the cave was illuminated by the sun coming in through its mouth; by night, she kept her hearth fire lit against the total darkness of her new home. “A cave?” Loki said, blinking, the first time she showed him inside. “Why not build a hall?” “I’m hiding.

A hall would be too obvious.” Loki just shrugged at that. She noted that he didn’t comment on whom she was hiding from—even though he was one of them. She knew she should’ve been worried as soon as he’d revealed his association with Odin, but something told her that he wasn’t what he seemed, and that instinct was what kept her from fleeing to find another cave every time he departed hers. Angrboda saw him now and again after that first day, whenever he would come by Ironwood. He was a natural shape-changer, as she soon discovered, and he could make rather good time from Asgard to Ironwood when he took the form of a bird, and he didn’t just drop by for nice banter. Sometimes he stayed a night or two, comically snoring facedown on her floor using his balled-up cloak as a pillow. She rarely slept. She didn’t know how much time had passed since they’d met by the river, but her light ash brown hair had grown long and straight and fine; she often put it in a thin braid draped over her shoulder or pinned it back in a loose bun at the nape of her neck. Her cave-dweller-pale skin had healed quickly after her burning, giving her the look of a much younger woman, but the dark circles under her eyes were ever present.

She’d put her heart back where it belonged, too, by leaving her body enough to numb the pain but staying connected enough to move her hands. She’d opened the wound where they’d speared her, and so there remained a vertical raised scar between her breasts. But it still felt like something was missing from her. Like that hole in her heart had not yet fully healed. She got along fine regardless. There was a stream that branched off the river beside which she’d first met Loki, and it meandered near enough to her cave that it wasn’t a hassle to go back and forth to fetch water and wash what few articles of clothing she had. She’d accumulated a meager pile of furs on which to sleep, too, but not enough food to eat. Animals were scarce in Ironwood. One day she was out checking the snares she’d placed among the trees, and when she saw that they’d yielded nothing, she wandered over to the stream to catch some fish. For hours she sat by the bank, bored out of her skull and with no bites on her line.

She had nearly dozed off against a tree when suddenly an arrow whizzed past her head and planted itself in the bark three inches from her face.

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